IF I DIE YOUNG AND YOU EVER FIND THIS
I always felt unloved and have always been an attention seeker and people pleaser, i am writing this seconds after hearing from you that you love me but i dont know how much worth those words carry,in your heart or mine but today after spending an entire day on a book i felt like i always took you for granted and how my life would be if you didnt exist, you said you loved me when we were in 5th grade and cant live without talking to me, you often lied about things but i guess it was to get my attention, i always resented people who came very close to me so did I in 5th, i started running away from you because i had many people around for seeking attention, it was until 10th and 11th we got serious about each other a bit, you hate me a lot for things i did but you chose to forgive me but the only thing i gave you back was hurting you, you were madly in love with me i could see that in12th , felt that but someway or the other i ghosted you , for what? you always had this doubt i never wa...