YES,ITS THE HARDEST PHASE
HEY GUYS..ITS ME BACK AFTER AN YEAR AND THIS TIME ITS GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT BLOG,IT MIGHT SEEM LIKE AN INDIAN TEENAGER BLOGGING HERSELF BUT THIS IS WHAT IT IS.A WHOLE RIDE OF EMOTIONS AS YES WE ALL ARE GROWING UP AND WHEN I AM WRITING THIS ITS JUST 5 MONTHS AFTER THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE .MY WHOLE LIFE (FOR AROUND 9 YEARS WHICH WAS STABLE) IS GOING TO TAKE A TURN.
BASICALLY I JOINED MY SCHOOL IN 2ND CLASS(2014)AND GOT REALLY COOL CLASSMATES.THE FIRST EVER PERSON I SAT WITH WAS VISHAL MAHLI(ARMY STUDENT WHO LEFT AFTER 4TH),THAT TOO FOR 2 SECONDS BECAUSE I GOT HESITATED.THEN I STOOD UP AND SAT WITH TIYA WHO RESEMBLED ONE OF MY COUSINS,SINCE THEN WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER ,NOT LIKE BEST FRIENDS BUT CLOSE FRIENDS.FRIENDS WHO MADE WONDERFUL MEMORIES TOGETHER ESPECIALLY IN THE LAST YEAR OF SCHOOL WITH ONE MORE PERSON WHOM WE'LL SEE LATER.THEN MY SEAT GOT CHANGED AND I SAT WITH YUG WHO USED TO MAKE SAMOSAS IN HIS NOTEBOOK AND YES,WE HAVE BEEN REALLY GOOD FRIENDS.WE MADE BEST MEMORIES TOGETHER LIKE EARTH DAY ONES(CHALK THROWING ,STAINING HIS SHIRT),WRITING XXX ON HIS SHIRT IN 7 TH GRADE,MAKING FUN OF HIM,SPONSORING HIS FOODCOURT MEALS AND MANY MORE.I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM BUT ANYWAYS.
THEN CAME 4TH GRADE AND UDAYVEER ENTERED THE CLASS.I BECAME HEAD MONITOR THAT YEAR.UDAYVEER IS A FULL POCKET OF ENERGY AND HUMOUR.TODAY ALSO HE JOKES AND MAKES WHOLE CLASS ENERGETIC.MAYBE AFTER 10TH WE ALL ARE GOING TO MISS HIM FOR THIS.
THEN CAME 5TH GRADE WHICH WAS A LITTLE DIFFICULT FOR ME TO HANDLE TILL END BUT THE MEMORIES OF THAT CLASS ARE CHERISHABLE(I FOR THE FIRST TIME WENT TO WATER PARK).UJJAWAL LEFT AFTER 5 TH CLASS TO JAIPUR.HE WAS ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS AND I TRIED TO AND STILL TRY TO FIND HIM ON SOCIAL MEDIA BUT CANT.SHRONIT,SHUBHAM AND SIDDHANT TOO SHIFTED TO ANOTHER SECTION.ALSO I WAS SENT OUT OF AUDITORIUM FOR CREATING NUISANCE(WHICH I BELIEVE WAS NOT MY FAULT)..BUT ANYHOW A GOOD MEMORYYY
CLASS 6TH AND A NEW WING WAS A WHOLE LOT DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE.I HID UDAYVEER'S GEO BOOK BEHIND CURTAIN AND TOLD HIM AFTER PERIOD THAT HE BROUGHT HIS BOOK AND HE NEARLY RAN BEHIND MEGHA MAM PROVING HIS POINT😂.YUG WAS ABOUT TO GET FEEDBACK FORM AND HE WAS SO SAD.I BECAME HEAD AGAIN IN THIS CLASS AND GOT BEAUTIFUL TEACHERS SUCH AS MANJU MAM,KIRAN MAM,RAMA MAM.
AND THEN...
YES 7 TH CLASS.I GOT MOST MEMORIES OF THIS CLASS AND THIS CLASS IS THE REASON I POST BLOGS EVERY YEAR ON 4TH DECEMBER.7TH IS MY FAVOURITE CLASS.I GOT 1ST RANK AND ON MY BIRTHDAY GOT A MEDAL ALSO FOR SOF COMPETITION.TEASED LAVISHA MAM A LOT BY THAT WHY BOX AND GOT NEAR MANY PEOPLE WHOM I DIDNT IMAGINE TO BE WITH.YES I DONT TALK WITH SOME OF THEM NOW BUT DEEPLY I TRULY CARE FOR THEM.I HURT ONE PERSON TOO IN THIS CLASS BUT NEVERMIND WE ARE ON GOOD NOTE NOW.YES I WASTED A LOT OF MONEY TOO IN THIS CLASS BUT I GOT A 99%IN THIS CLASS AND YEAH 20 IN ALL WEEKLY TESTS EXCEPT ONE WHICH I COULDNT STUDY FOR BECAUSE OF DIVYA BHUA'S MARRIAGE..IN THAT TOO I GOT 19.5.YEAH AND WE SHIFTED TO GANGANAGAR THIS YEAR.AND YASH JHORAR(MY ANOTHER FRIEND AND TEACHER TOO) LEFT SCHOOL AFTER SUMMER BREAK.I MISS HIM AND THINK SCHOOL WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF HE WAS HERE)
MY 8TH CLASS WAS MOST DEPRESSING SINCE COVID CAME(2020).I WAS ALMOST IN DEPRESSION .BUT THE FACT THAT WE NEEDED TO STAY AT HOME AND WAIT FOR ORDERS..AT LAST FOR 8 TH EXAMS I WENT TO SCHOOL AND THINGS AGAIN STARTED WORKING BUT AGAIN COVID WAVE....
IN 9TH WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO OFFLINE SCHOOL AND WAS ALL READY FOR SCHOOL WITH TRANSPORT AND BOOKS AND EVERYTHING READY TO STEP INTO SENIOR BUILDING BUT AT 11 PM A MESSAGE CAME AND EVERYTHING CHANGED.IN MORNING I TOOK OUT ALL MY NOTEBOOKS AND A BEAUTIFUL FOLDER AND OPENED MY GOOGLE MEET SOFTWARE FOR ONLINE CLASSES..IN 9TH FOR HALF YEARLY EXAMS WE ENTERED INTO SCHOOL AND WE ALL TOOK A CAR TO SCHOOL AND THOSE CAR RIDES WITH MUSIC AND RAIN WAS MEMORABLE..9th TOO PASSED WITH MIX OF ONLINE AND OFFLINE CLASSES.YEAH IN 9TH WE USED TO STAY BACK IN SCHOOL AFTER EXAMS AS 10 AND 12TH HAD CLASSES AND ONCE WE CONVINCED MALL S SECURITY AND ENTERED INTO PVR😂.AND YEAH I JOINED TUTIONS AND FOUND MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL FRIENDS THERE(ESPECIALLY MY FORMER BEST FRIEND RAHUL)
THEN CAME 10 TH CLASS AND MY CURRENT CLASS.IN 10TH CLASS FOR THE FIRST 4 MONTHS THERE WERE NOT MANYY MEMORIES SINCE THE PERSON I USED TO BE WITH WAS MY 24*7 COMPANION AND WE MOSTLY WERE JUST 2 OF US TOGETHER.IN AUGUST LIFE STARTED TO HIT DIFFERENTLY AND WE STARTED TO PART AWAY..THEN I FELT ALONE AND NOT WANTING TO COME TO SCHOOL TYPE..THEN OUR EXAMS TOOK PLACE AND IT WAS A MIRACLE ..I MANAGED TO SCORE 97.5 WITH 78 IN SST AND MATHS..THAT WAS A BIG THING..YES I COULD HAVE GOT 80 IN MATHS BUT JUST SILLY MISTAKES YK..THEENNN I MET YASHMANN...LIKE I KNEW HER FOR 2 YEARS BUT WE STARTED TO BECOME CLOSE FRIENDS..WE SHARED SECRETS,FAMILY ISSUES AND WONDERFUL MEMORIES WERE MADE..WE DID DANCE IN WASHROOM ,SHE LIFTED ME,WE LEFT CLASSES,LITERALLY GOT A BOY BEHIND ME AFTER ENOUGH STALKING (IDK WHTS GOING TO HAPPEN NOW SINCE AFTER DIWALI BREAK I'LL HAVE TO FACE HIM AGAIN)..HE LITERALLY CAME BEHIND MY BUS ON 21 ST OCTOBER 2022..
S0 21 ST OCTOBER 2022 ..
IT WAS A REALLY BIG DAY..IT ALL STARTED WITH HIM COMING BEHIND MY BUS.THEN I ENTERED SCHOOL WITNESSING YASHMANN WAITING FOR ME..WE HAD A BIG DAY WAITING AHEAD OF US.SHE WAITED FOR ME AND SHOWED ME WHAT SHE HAD BROUGHT AND OUR SST TEACHER CAME FROM BEHIND ASKING WHATS IN THE BAG..YASHMANN MADE AN EXCUSE SAYING ITS HER HAIRBAND.THEN WE ENTERED CLASS AND YUG BROUGHT BULLET BOMB BOX AND SOME POP POPS.OUR CLASS TEACHER"DANGER" (NAMED BY YUG AND UDAYVEER) WENT TO BAJWA MAM'S OFFICE AS VRINDA KALRA MET WITH AN ACCIDENT.SHE LEFT ME TO KEEP CLASS IN DISCIPLINE AND WE LEGIT THREW POP POPS AT EACH OTHER..THE BULLET BOX WAS HIDDEN BEHIND ALMIRAH AND POP POPS WERE HIDDEN IN VEYDANT S PROJECT BOX AT BACK.THEN SHE CAME BACK AFTER A WHILE AND UDAYVEER LITERALLY THREW A POP POP IN FRONT OF HER AS I IN JOKE SAID HIM ON OUR UNOFFICIAL GROUP TO DO..SHE CALLED HIM WHILE WE WERE TAKING ATTENDANCE AND HE STOOD THERE FOR A WHILE AFTER THAT HIS BAG WAS CHECKED..NOTHING WAS REALLY FOUND BECAUSE HE HID POP POP IN SWARIT S BAG AND GAVE THAT MATCHBOX TO UNMESH..WE JUST FOUND MEAT IN HIS BAG AS TOLD BY HIM AS I WAS OUT OF CLASS MAKING SOME REALLY MEMORABLE MOMENTS WITH TIYA AND YASHMANN WHICH MIGHT BE DISCLOSED IN SOME BLOGS OF FUTURE..THEN WE CAME INTO CLASS AND THERE WERE BOMBS AND BOMBS EXPLODING OUT.CHECKING CAME IN CLASS AND SWARIT'S BAG WAS OPENED BY US AND HIS POP POPS WERE HIDDEN IN SCIENCE BOOK..YASHASVI S PHONE WAS ALSO FOUND IN HER BAG...IN RECESS WE WERE WALKING RANDOMLY WHEN ONE GUY IN FRONT OF ME JUST 10 M DISTANCE OR LESS THREW A BOMB IN STAIRCASE AND IT WAS SUCH A LOUD NOISE EVERYONE CAME OUT..THEN WE WERE INSTRUCTED TO MOVE INTO OUR CLASSES..IN BIO PERIOD UDAYVEER AND SWARIT BURSTED POP POPS AND BIO TEACHER LITERALLY TOLD IT TO CLASS TEACHER AND THEN BEGAN THE BIG DRAMA! IN MATHS PERIOD I WAS CALLED TO CGC AND GOT TO KNOW THAT THEY BOTH BLAMED ME FOR THIS AND WHEN I RETURNED I WAS SO HEARTBROKEN AND SAD(I TRUSTED THEM)..ANYWAYS UNMESH AND YASHMANN GAVE ME SUPPORT AND WHEN OUR CLASS TEACHER CAME ANGRILY I TOLD HER THAT I WAS NOT AT FAULT..WITH ME YASHIKA S NAME WAS ALSO TAKEN BY SWARIT..THEN I TOLD HER ABOUT THE POP POPS IN SWARIT BAG AND SHE TOOK THEM OUT..I STARTED CRYING AND OUR CLASS TEACHER COMFORTED ME AND YASHIKA(THOUGH IT WAS NOT A MATTER TO CRY)..ON THE BACKSTORY TIYA ,YASHMANN,UNMESH MADE A PLAN THAT IF I GOT SUSPENDED THEY TOO WILL..THAT WAS SOMETHING SO HEARTWARMING..THEN SST PERIOD ENDED..THEN CAME TIME TO ENJOY..IN RECESS 2 THERE WERE STRICT INSTRUCTIONS NOT TO STEP OUT..WE CLICKED GROUP PHOTOGRAPHS THOUGH I MISSED ONE AS I WENT TO WASHROOM WITH MAM'S CONSENT..THEN WE PLAYED GAMES SUCH AS OLO POLO AND DARES..EVERYTIME THERE WAS A BOOM OUTSIDE WE WENT OUT TO WITNESS IT..YASHMANN DID A DRUNK ACT TOO..TIA GOT HER FAKE ANNOUNCEMENT DONE WHICH WAS HEARD BY NO ONE THOUGH😅..LATER IN SCIENCE PERIOD WE WENT TO FOOD COURT AND BROUGHT A POLY FULL OF FOOD STUFFS ,LIKE WE DID FROM PAST 1 WEEK..WE SHARED ICE CREAMS WITH UNMESH,YUG,UDAYVEER AND SWAPNIL AND THEN IN ENGLISH MADE A CIRCLE AND JUST TALKED OUT RANDOM..AFTER SCHOOL WAS OVER WE HANDSHAKED WITH EVERYONE SAYING "HAPPY DIWALI" AND THEN ATE ICECREAM(ME N YASHMANN) ND THEN SHE WENT WITH HER MAMA AND I CAME TO BUS..THERE WAS CHEWING GUM(AS WE LATER NAMED HIM)STARING AT ME ,THEN THERE WERE BOYS BURSTING CRACKERS IN FRONT OF OUR BUS AND THEN I GOT HOME TO WITNESS SOME GUESTS😂
THIS TIME I WRITE ,ITS 22 MARCH AND I AM DONE WITH MY BOARDS..PRETTY LATE TO SUM UP..THE WHOLE WINTER HAS BEENNWHOLESOME..I MADE QUITE GOOF MEMORIES WITH PC 1,PC 2 ,CHEWING GUM AND TANHAI OFC..AND YESS YASHMANN AND ME HAD THE BEST TIME OF OUR LIVESS..WE LITERALLY CARRIED A BIG POLYTHENE OF EATABLES FROM FOOD COURT TO CLASS WITH US EACH DAY..WE LITERALLY TALKED WITH SO MANY PEOPLE FROM TIYA'S ID AND USED TO SPEND OUR MOST OF TIME OUTSIDE CLASS CHILLING..THOUGH YESTERDAY WAS A LITTLE HEARTBREAKING AND I DONT WANT TO ADD ANY DETAILS TO IT SINCE IT WAS LITERALLY A MOMENT FOR ME WHERE I FELT MY TRUST ON PEOPLE WAS BROKEN..YOU KNOW LIFE TEACHES YOU SO MUCH AT EVERY POINT..OVERALL I WANT TO WRITE EACH AND EVERY MEMORY LIKE PC 2 SMILING AT ME WHILE I WAS IN CLASS AND HE STANDING IN CORRIDOR OUTSIDE WASHROOM WITH HIS HEAD BENT TOWARDS ME ,THEN I FAKED MY HEADACHE TO SEE HIM WHILE HIS EXAM GOT FINISHED..THE STARING AND ALL THOSE FUN MOMENTS WITH PC 1..I EVEN MADE INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT AND ADDED THEM BOTH THERE BUT THERE HAS BEEN NO PROGRESS IN CONTEXT OF CHATTING..10TH WAS ONE OF THE BEST GRADES WITNESSED SO FAR ..ITS BECAUSE OF YOU YASHMANNNN..WE EVEN WENT TO MALL TOGETHER SNEAKINGGG...I LOVE YOUUUU💕..AND YES ON 21 ST NOVEMEBER I CONFESSED TO THE 7TH CLASS GUY WHOM I HURT BUT WE DONT REALLY TALK AS HE IS SO MUCH ENGROSSED IN STUDIES AND MAYBE TIRED FROM ME ..WHO KNOWSSS..I EVEN HAD MY ANNOUNCEMENT DONE..MY WHOLE CLASS RUSHED OUT ..EVEN PC 1 CAME OUT..I LOVED THAT..I REALLY WANT TO WRITE EVERY MEMORY HERE..BUT THAT SOMEHOW HURTS MEE A LOTTT ..I SOMETIMES WANT TO GO BACK TO THOSE DAYSS REALLYY..BUT LIFE IS JUST TO KEEP MOVING..MEETING NEW PEOPLE..LEARNING AND LEAVING THEM AGAIN..NOTHING IS CONSTANT..YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR BATTLES YOURSELFF..ATTACHING SOME PICTURES HERE
I LL MISS YOU NOSEGAYYYYYY💗💗..MY HEART IS SO FULL..I DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO NEXT BUT I LL ALWAYS CHERISH THE MEMORIES I MADE HEREE💘
Comments
Post a Comment